Wow. A college dropout AND a blogger. Two things I never thought I'd be.
I don't much feel like giving the history of my illness...check out my facebook notes.
Today marks the 10th consecutive week of being bed-bound. I think it's a little over 11 weeks total, but yeah. I'm not really digging this scene. Over the past two days, I watched an entire season of Gilmore Girls in 36 hours. And while it's the best-written show I've ever seen and usually quite enjoyable, I hated it. I hate being stuck on the couch, in bed, in the passenger seat of my own car, in the doctor's waiting room. The over-achiever in me is about ready to jump off a cliff. I feel useless and burdensome. The world is spinning on, and I'm just hangin out with Pluto. Not a planet anymore, bud.
But hey, how bout them Inaugurations!! =)
I didn't know until now that there was such a thing as being schoolsick. As stressful as college was, I want to go back so much. I need to get better and get on with my life.
I have faith that things will get better. I'm just impatient. Terribly, terribly impatient.
More to come later,
emma
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Think of something really fun to do with me Friday evening (or Saturday morning-ish)...or maybe I'll think of something. Hmmm... perhaps something off your list? A popsicle stick vase perhaps? I'll think this through more before Friday. A trip to Walgreens or Target should get my mind going.
ReplyDeleteOh, and you're not a drop-out. You're taking a break. There's a difference. Dropout has such a negative connotation.
ReplyDeleteoooh i just figured out how to access people's comments! fancy schmancy, this blogging business.
ReplyDeletelol well gimme a break...kit-kat bar!